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他: 見5見到,陪5陪到,都想你好.
她: 見5到,陪5到,我5會好.

staying friends… for the sake of staying together forever… even though we like each other.

i admire how strong you are… because… i am head over heels for you. if i knew where you were… i wouldn’t be able to stop myself from looking for you.

i think i am being punished… for breaking too many hearts in my past.

the sun is awesome… it makes my sad face… not looking so sad… ^^

you’re not just my best friend anymore, to me, you’re more than that. but… you can merely be the man of my dreams… cause you’re not letting me have you.

almost 6 pm… i rushed home…

normally, i’ll lock my door after i’ve reached home, but i didn’t… thinking he would definitely come.

made some tea, placed myself comfortably on my couch with my macbook. trying to find something to kill time… put on some music, browsed around…

minutes went by… starting to reach 7 pm… “he’s not here yet… it’s just 7 pm, he must be still working…”

an hour went by… almost 8 pm… “he’s still not here… it’s just 8, something must have come up, he’s probably still busy.”

another hour went by… reaching 9… “he must be still busy, he will come…”

and another hour… 10 pm… “he will come!”

11 pm… “don’t think he will make it today, he probably had too much to do…” that’s what i wanted to believe…

i went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth… without locking my door… i went straight to bed. send him a message and fell asleep.